Miss happy go lucky

The mystery deepened. How was it that everything that had once seemed so easy now seemed so hard. Confidence wanes, companionship is hard to find, boundaries blur. It's very difficult to know where one stands in life. Ultimately it's alone, by myself, no one to rely on. Why is this? Of my own making, of habit, of genetics, of mistrust and sadness.

To find someone who gets you, wants you and doesn't smother you is the million dollar question. Take it, examine it, analyse it, and learn. Be open. Don't be afraid any longer, take it on the chin and stop being so scared to live the dream.

You still live in fear, cower in corners and take refuge in solitude. Why are you so ashamed of admitting who you are. What difference normality. Take on the world, discover it, discover yourself, and let it free.

Too many excuses, too hard to change, too scared to change. new life, it can be done. Push the sadness away and take strength from those who have gone before you. D not follow them. Life it short and depression is wasted on the living. Be joyful and seek out those you can be joyful with. Draw new boundaries, bigger circles, higher peaks. Ask for help, but help yourself also. Admit defeat in some areas and move on. Move away and stop dwelling. Make new connections and keep trying. Skip, run, sing. Stop being afraid. Make music, eat, make love, be creative, never stop dreaming. Push away cynicism.

Look at where you are going. No one can make the journey but you. You learn hard lessons. Make it easy on yourself. Immerse yourself in the light of life and skip through it gladly.